Monday, October 25, 2004

really running in squares...

well, this is just for the visual impact... Lol.. it's quite hilarious actually...

running in squares...

this is how i feel sometimes. ha. in school, in life... ennui. entrapment..

okok.. maybe it's just bcos i'm trying to write that darn lit essay.. bleah. but still, just a thought, do u feel like u are running in squares, circles, rectangles, triangles.. for that matter???

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

blocked nose

i woke up this morn with my left-half of the nose.

ok. that doesn't really matter, other than the fact that i can't breathe properly. now, why did i come online to blog? i'm relieved bcos of an answered prayer. the one thing that has been bothering since the start of school(other than school. ah haha) has been settled.. so peaceful.. and i can actually concentrate on studying now(exams are in 4 and a 1/2 weeks time) funny how God works everything out, in His time.

funny that anyi should say i'm sounding so child-like..lots of things have been on my mind recently girl.. if i start writing in grown-up-speak, i'll just totally depress myself. besides, its good to have a child-like faith in God, ya? even if it's hard. sigh. oh well.

i gtg.. have that stupid-sure-to-fail psych test to study for..

angel-pig Posted by Hello

Monday, October 11, 2004

daft draft

realised that my recent posts have been so purile.. yeah. i know. trying not to think too much abt things. oh well.. u'll know a little about it soon.

my brain's been overcrowded with thoughts. too many things have been going on. i remember mr ariffin said before that i had to learn how to work under stress better. i always thought i could(i.e. u know when exams are just around the corner n u start studying like mad.. ) too many things have been going on. and sometimes, i don't know who to trust. that's no good. i kinda fear that that child-like part of me is slowly ebbing away... .. .

school's getting better(bcos God sternly told me while i was doing my quiet time that i had better get out of my depressive rut. ha. oh well, i'm trying God, i really am. but, it's just so difficult..) i can thank God that i've not been distracted by the opposite sex in nus(Lol. does it help that they are not appealing enough??) and a stable family that i can count on. oh. and vcf. it's been keeping my sanity, providing support spiritually, constanty reminding me to reach out to friends and not wallow in self-pity. yup yup ^ ^

ah. and above all, i do thank God for giving me peace and strength (:

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Friday, October 08, 2004

brain dead-ness

i'm in school now. my brain half dead from TRYING to finish a long dued assignment. or rather, i think my brain is dead. already. heh. i've kinda lost my flair for crapping out essays during that 8 months of break... i kinda miss it actually.. sigh. but, no complaints(:

so curly.

For some absurd reason, my hair is getting really curly nowadays. When I pluck those irritant strands out, they are so curly!? And then I realized, when the hair becomes shorter, there is less weight to pull it down, thus it get curlier. Sigh. Oh well. I can’t get the best of everything. If hair’s neater, it’s gotta be short… and curly.

Sunday, October 03, 2004